Long story, not-so-short:
Like a lot of people, I first got into nutrition by healing my own body. You can read more about it on my website.
Around the same time, I married into a CrossFit gym, and was introduced to what seemed like the wacky world of paleo. I was already gluten free but this was no doubt taking it up a notch. I turned into the friend who made raw brownies (aka larabar bites since desserts were off limits), made every meat dish under the sun, used my crockpot to make the spiciest adobo ever, and basically spent all of my time looking up recipes. Sadly, it was the early 2000's and Pinterest was not a thing back then! Shocking, I know!
And by the way, I was not a good cook….yet!
Most of the time I got the evil eye because I turned into that friend who made social gatherings awkward when it came to food.
Ultimately my fascination with paleo and continuing my journey of healing my body through food, included my vision to step up my involvement at the gym by creating create a nutrition program to coincide with the intense training of these beasts. I also wanted to become a better chef. These interwoven aspirations spurred my pursuit of going back to school for nutritional studies, or naturopathy, or Chinese medicine, or holistic cooking.
Side note, sometimes I can be really indecisive!
While I knew a fair bit from my own studies, my intention and dream was to go to Bastyr. After attending an info night, going on a tour, and sitting on the shores of Lake Washington to pray about it, I felt certain this was the road to take. I truly felt like the world was my oyster.
And yes, I’m a total nerd and LOVE school.
After a quarter of prerequisites in the books, I got pregnant with my first daughter. Working full-time, going to school part-time, and being pregnant, was interesting. When the fatigue hit and I’d fall asleep mid-sentence of a conversation, I decided something had to give, and my dream got derailed….for a bit.
Funny how life throws you curve balls once you think you’ve figured it all out!
Then one day, now with babe in arms, I picked up a little book called Practical Paleo at Costco. Or perhaps I ordered it from Prime, charging it to the business! At this point mom brain has set in and the timeline gets a little fuzzy!
This not so little book, in case you’re not familiar with it, is essentially the Paleo gospel. Every ailment is addressed, from adrenal health to thyroid health – with a meal plan; to how to live a paleo lifestyle – from getting started to eating out to getting your friends on board; to healing digestion to managing stress. The 470 page book truly covers it all.
I was a quick fan.
Since Practical Paleo was such an inspiration to me, I later, nearly a year post-partum after my second daughter, decided to try my first 21-Day Sugar Detox (21DSD). Although I only did Level 1 (Elleno’s guava greek yogurt was too hard to give up, and I may have slipped in a bag of popcorn along the way), I was amazed when I noticed my abs making an appearance.
Please believe me when I say it’s not about the aesthetics of my body, but the sheer excitement of how simple shifts (um, wasn’t I already eating clean paleo?), made such a difference.
Needless to say, Diane Sanfilippo became my kitchen buddy and guru.
When she launched her 21-Day Sugar Detox beta coaching group, I was naturally curious. I was a SAHM, now with two daughters, and it was nearly 4 years between when I took the first step toward my nutrition education, with nothing to prove for it.
At this point there were so many more options to choose between. NTA was just starting, IIN was big, Bastyr was still there, FDN was gaining traction, and on and on. I felt overwhelmed with the different avenues, time and financial commitments. Did I already mention I was indecisive?
The 21-Day Sugar Detox Coaches group felt like a happy medium – and an easier commitment for my little family to swallow. It was a platform in which I could get my feet wet, have the structure and support I needed, while shedding the fears and doubts of starting a business from the ground up.
Since I was already helping other mamas sort out what the heck to feed their kids, meal prep, and navigate their grocery store outings, I jumped into the 21DSD beta group.
Now let me get one thing straight - I’m not one for doing one thing at a time. Once I decided to join the beta group, I also started studying with Precision Nutrition (which I’m now certified in) and continued cooking for the frozen paleo meal service I started for some clients at the gym. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention I started that a few months prior when a coach persuaded me to help his client dial in his food. Eeek!
It was a slow start but I have fond memories studying my Precision Nutrition, the more science heavy chapters, and listening to the 21DSD coaching calls at the South lake Union Whole Foods, or while slurping up pho on wet PNW nights, and while drinking chai at Uptown Espresso in Belltown.
I have visceral memories of these Wednesday nights, which was my “night off” as a mom and wife. As I pursued these things that fed my mind and future, they quickly became my favorite evenings around town.
And of course during all of this, I was raising two babies, battling infidelity in my marriage, and trying to figure out what the hell to do with my life!
In case you haven’t figured it out yet, there’s NEVER a perfect time for anything.
There’s no doubt about it, with what you have at any given moment, make the wisest decision you can. But remember, you have the power to course correct at any time. Life is about constant change; and life rarely unfolds as well as you expect or plan for.
Now, nearly four years later (if you haven’t noticed TIME FLIES!):
- I’m divorced.
- I’m living in the Bay Area.
- I’m Precision Nutrition Certified.
- I’m still a 21DSD coach.
- I have a nutrition coaching business.
- I'm a Beautycounter Educator and mentor
- I also have a FT marketing job.
- I solo parent – making all the lunches, doing all of the laundry, meal prepping, and cleaning all of the toilets!
And somehow, I make it work. Even on the days when too many people comment, “I don’t know how you do it all,” and I want to slap them in the face - seriously, this comment is not helpful and really, what kind of answer are you trying to elicit? – we survive.
This not the end game.
Sure, everything takes longer than I expect. I’m tired. I don’t get to read as much as I desire. My house never stays clean as long as I’d want it to. Nor do I don’t exercise as long or hard as I’d like to.
But hope remains!
I know this is only a season.
Somedays it’s easier than others to crank out the gratitude, yet I'm always thankful and grateful for:
- Podcasts, audible, and the kindle app for the long BART rides (does this count as my tribe?);
- Unique chances to learn
- For trial and error
- For pushing myself out of my comfort zone
- For new opportunists to create healthy streams of income
- For fresh starts every morning
- For cuddles
- For the little sleep I do get
- For my body, living room, and kettlebell allowing me to creatively break out into a sweat session.
I don’t wear any of this as a badge, but rather to thoughtfully share with you that this is the messy life I live right now. And that if I can pursue dreams and goals, so can you.
At this point in time, I get to connect with and help men and women, mamas and grandpas, across the country connect the dots between their health and nutrition.
For me, this is a stepping stone toward creating a platform for busy, career parents, in the throes of raising young kids, to find confidence, balance, and happiness in their kitchen, skin, and life.
What is it for you?
Have you forgotten that you’re stronger, more powerful, and more creative than you think?
Your beautiful mind is waiting for you to crack it open and try something new. To break free from the mold you think you’re supposed to fit into and shine brighter than you have before.
It’s about taking the first step. Putting one foot in front of the other until you get enough momentum.
I can’t say you ever gain enough confidence to never fear, even a little bit, but it’s getting up and getting in the race that will get you closer to your goal.
So again, what is it for you?
- If it’s nutrition, call me!
- If it’s writing more, write your 500 words today.
- If it’s that guy over there that gives you butterflies just looking at him, go talk to him.
- If it’s going back to school, enroll.
- If it’s joining a gym, get your membership tomorrow.
Just please, don’t wait. Don’t sit on the sidelines waiting for the right moment.
One way or another, the time will pass. Embrace it because in a year, or five or ten years, I want you to have a really good story tell!